"without faith and without hope"
In the meantime she continued to dictate, sometimes supine on the floor. The necessity to speak her prose was tremendously discouraging, but as she would tell Marianne Moore a few years later, "It also taught me a lesson. When you have a great and difficult task, something perhaps almost impossible, if you only work a little at a time, every day a little, without faith and without hope....suddenly the work will find itself."
-- Isak Dinesen: Life of a Storyteller, Judith Thurman