yeah I'm a mean motherfucker now but I once was *cool*

I've just always loved the super-ironic undercutting way he sneers "coo-ool," like he knows it's such a joke, he never was close to any such thing. And the slide from scared alienation to too-tough-for-the-room numbing-out is so chilling, In my head, am I dead, in my head....I'm fine and fit, I'm wasted, and I'm free, and everybody loves me lets me be....